One aspect of the final film in the trilogy, Ong Bak 3, to which I keep returning is the relationship between classical Thai dancing, prayer, healing, and martial arts. Pim's dance in front of the temple while Tien is healing from the brutal torture he received from Lord Rajasena's men moves me tremendously. Every position, every motion is so precise. Pim invests herself so wholly in the dance. I can feel the dance-as-prayer and measure its effectiveness, its genuineness, its heartfelt urgency by the technical perfection of the performance.
What does this have to do with anything? I feel a need to unravel the problem of the function of art as a prerequisite to justifying my personal approach to YA literature. My heart belongs to Oscar Wilde and his aestheticism, his belief in art for its own sake, his dismissal of utilitarian concerns. But I recognize that this, and other similarly Decadent approaches, comes from a place of privilege and comfort not experienced by vast numbers of people. It is a white male thing. Or is it?
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I'm interested in getting by financially until I have a chance to enter into my new profession officially. Of course I am, who isn't? Anyway, I thought I'd share some services here in case anyone needs or wants or knows anyone who needs or wants anything I can offer at the moment. Unfortunately, all of our resources currently are tied up in our search for a new car (something reliable under $2K, nothing fancy), and we are seeking additional resources for my wife's health, the babies' needs, and the occasional new acquisition for my library so that I may continue to better understand my role as a white male ally to marginalized people in librarianship. First, my research and proofreading gigs are up on Fiverr. I've recently reworked the research gig a little to reflect how it worked during my first two jobs. Examples of final results are posted, if you want to get an idea of what I can do for you. It's $45 for a final product of up to 3,000 words of source summary and evaluation, which encompasses as few as three sources (if all complex academic journal articles) and as many as twelve (if social media profiles or simple Web pages). Any topic. Just no students wanting someone else to do their schoolwork. Also, if you like music, you can check out my performances on YouTube and leave a tip through PayPal, if you feel so moved. Also, I can help any student at any level with the process of researching and writing for school. I am very ethical and will not do for the student what the student needs to do for themselves, but I understand that brainstorming, organizing, searching and evaluating sources of information, extracting that information, analyzing and synthesizing that information, and communicating the information in a coherent way are baffling mysteries to many students that require a little one-on-one time to unravel. It's all strategy and encouragement, with a little example thrown in, taking great care not to cross any ethical boundaries or violate any rules about academic honesty. I do this work over Google Meet and am happy to talk with you to see if I'm a good fit for you, your child, or whomever. Just contact me here. Wayne State University, School of Information Sciences, awarded me its Master of Library and Information Science degree the other day. So, I'm officially a librarian. Without a library (other than my own private library).
I'm all for moving on, except for the circumstances of my life requiring my presence at home, and except for the comfort I feel in being a student, and the sadness and trepidation at leaving school behind to pursue whatever happens next. All too eager to involve myself in new intellectual pursuits, I have set myself lofty goals in terms of pages read and written ... and I'm way behind. Sick babies and lots of appointments for them and other sick family members have a lot to do with that. Parenting is not one of my stronger suits, and neither is being supportive when problems resist solution. I don't like powerlessness. I don't like unpredictability. But I'm learning to deal with it. Graduation is, as always, a time of transition and an opportunity to grow into new aspects, new responsibilities. Even outside of the job-search-to-come, that is an apt description for what is happening now. I have much work to do if I want to make the most of it. ... it cannot be denied that literary criticism in YA lit lags behind grownup lit crit, and that what YA lit crit there is tends to focus on what to do with the literature, or what the literature is doing to the kids. Pure criticism has the added benefit of legitimizing an artwork for itself, instead of as a means to an end, a tool. Think of it this way: Which question is more appreciated by a teenager, What do you want to be when you grow up? or What are you really into right now? I want to go over this idea again. There is a difference between asking a kid Who are you right now? and asking them What do you want to be when you grow up? The former says I value you as you are. The latter reaffirms the truth they have received throughout their lives that developing humans* are worthwhile primarily for what kind of productive cog they will be in the great machine called "society," which is comprised of full-grown adults. If we rear them right, they will help the system run smoothly. If they don't get "what they need," or if they get "the wrong stuff," they will mess the system up. According to this plan, they are supposed to come out of the educational assembly line believing I am worth something if I accomplish X (i.e., if I am a "really useful engine").
If we value them as they are, godz forbid, they might instead come to believe I am worth something regardless of what I do, or even The concept of "worth" does not belong in reference to human beings, for we are not assessable in material terms. This would be the death of the system. One more little paper to go, and I've completed all my work toward my Master's in Library and Information Science. In the meantime, a new month brings a new, post-academic reading plan. I've decided to pursue long-term reading projects on racism and gender/sexuality to try to figure out my place as a natural member of the dominant group who wishes to help break up his group's dominance. Does that make sense? Also, continuing with my explorations into surrealism, adolescent development, and the novels of A. S. King. Also, continuing to read books on addiction and recovery, because my life depends upon it. I have multiple spreadsheets detailing how this should all play out, along with a flexibility that will keep me from cracking when I don't stay 100% on track.
Anyway, not much specifically library stuff going on here, but I will be recording my thoughts about what I'm reading. When something library-related does happen, I'll let you know about that, too. Thanks for joining me. |
AuthorJeffrey Babbitt, MLIS, is a graduate of the School of Library and Information Science at Wayne State University who is pursuing a career as a librarian in Michigan. Subject Headings
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